For the past few days the "cute man in the tech lab down the hall" has been missing in action. I know he's done there at the end of this week and I've been ready for that(mostly). But, this week's disappearance, I wasn't ready for. Three days without my heart skipping a beat......three days of me thinking, "today I'm gonna make him notice how much I'm interested in him" just to find out he's not around. Last time I got a chance to check out his butt in khakis was over a week ago.......this isn't right. He had me worried. Phone went straight to voicemail........myspace messages going unread........Something happened to him and I didn't know what.
Just before leaving for home this afternoon, I walked over to his 'lab partner' and asked, "Where's my husband?" Yes, he's my husband. He just doesn't know it yet.
It turns out he had an accident on his bike, hurt his back and is in the hospital. I didn't find out what hospital though. Too bad.....I'd love to live out a naughty nurse fantasy with him!
Yes, it is true that I never seem to come here any more.
Yes, I've missed many birthdays and events due to my absence.
No, I haven't any idea of what's going on with any of my F-list, in spite of the fact that I got LJ just so I can keep up with my long distance friendships.
On that note, I've been thinking maybe it's time drop my journal all together. I'd miss a lot of you because this seems to have become my last link to you. But what good is a link if I almost never use it? I could also go back to using LJ as my place to talk about everything I've got running around in my head. Thing is, I can't think of any reason anyone else would want to read my thoughts now a days. Also, I'm so scattered that I can't keep my thoughts straight long enough to write them down.
Good god! I can't even get to the reason I came to LJ in the first place. I'm so busy babbling about my lack of journal use that I haven't even started talking about my crush on the cute man in the tech lab down the hall from mine.
I'm having a bit of trouble working out a good way to make him mine without interfering with his studies. He's just about to take the two exams we need in order to get certified. So whenever I see him he seems on the outer edge of a panic attack. I'm already nervous around him and the situation is making me worse. Part of me thinks I should let him alone so he can get through the exams and find a kick ass tech job. Maybe I should.......but the other part of me thinks I need to get him to understand that I find him attractive, interesting, and smart......most of all, he makes me melt into a puddle of goo whenever I see or think about him.
1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favorite memory of us?:
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace, etc.' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you re-post this so I can fill it out for you?:
I'm still alive.....mostly.
I'll post a bit about the little bit of a life I have, but before I do I'm gonna sit and watch the Dresden Files season one on DVD.
Yes I know it comes out on the 7th but I got it early :p
geekyActually, this is for either you or Breeamal.
A friend of mine is making a sculpture and he wants to make it out of soap. We are in need of a soap recipe. It needs to be amber in color and a bit translucent.
Any help would be great.
Love you both, Val
It's been so long since I've made that sound!
Tonight I watched the next episode of the Dresden Files!
I will have to see it again on Sunday, because Paul Blackthorne was sitting two seats over and one seat up from me.
It was so hard for me to pay attention to Harry Dresden on the screen when the real thing was so freaking close.
This is my last semester and I have so many projects to work on and finish. I know I'll be working hard for the next few months but I'll be jumpin' for joy when I'm done.
On Harry Dresden!!!!!!!
There have only been 3 episodes and I'm loving this man.
I can't even get my thoughts straight long enough to put them in here *CRIES!!!!!!*
Are the molds used for chocholate the same as the ones used for soap?
If they are, would you like any?
My mom is getting rid of the stuff she used to use for chocholates and I'm looking for people that my want any of it.
One girl. One leaf blower. Many kilts
Jennie Breeden is one cool chick, LOL!!!!!!
I'm up way too late because I've been talking to a boy on the phone. But now I'm glad I did because a little bit ago, I came back to my desk to find an IM from one of my favorite boys. I haven't seen him in ages. He left me this link of a promotional vid that they put together. The video after that one was taking by me a while back.
I miss my boys!!!!!!!!
How I ever got around to having a child, I don't know.
Seriously, I have no clue how men and women get together. How the hell do y'all do it? All around me, people are married, getting married and having lovelives.
I'm good with initial attraction. I'm great with falling into bed with someone I hardly know. I'm also awsome when it comes to being that non romantic female friend.
What I can't do anymore is move forward once you get past the initial attraction. I'm not likely to call a man I'd like to get to know better unless I'm damn sure he's not at all interested in me. I mean really........I've asked men out assuming they would find some way to say no, and the men that ask me out turn me off without even trying hard.
So what do I do when I find myself attracted to someone that seems to be attracted to me? What do I do when he's not some random guy that I'll never run into again?
I guess if I'm stubburn enough I'll be able to avoid most contact with him and maybe somehow keep some part of the friendship............Or maybe I'm just a little bit insane.
I just finished watching "Jack of All Trades" last night and I've been watching "The Adventures of Brisco County Jr." since I got home from chirch today.
I guess there's no hiding the fact that I seem to have a thing for this man, lol.
First off, I can't believe I found this photo in an artical, but I can't help but randomly look for this guy. Can you guess who this is and why I would be showing it to you?
I've been playing my music on random tonight, skipping songs that don't seem to suit my mood. At first I started putting a 'mixedtape' together for a boy I'll never give it to. But right now I've stopped random play and have had the same song on repeat for the past 20 mins. This song has nothing to do with the boy but it's got the way I've been feeling written all over it.
I've been doing this for many reason. One would be that it has to be done, and if I don't do it some old person wil go in there while I'm out and start putting shit where I can't find it.
My other reasons? Well let's see.................
1) I need to get my mind off of someone I have no business thinking about.
2) I need to get my shit together and that includes a less cluttered environment.
3) I need floorspace so I can workout at home sometimes.
4) I'm trying to teach my boy that leaving his crap all over the room instead of in the spaces I have made for them should not be a way of life for him.
5) My guitar and my boy's keyboard should be treated like they belong and not like they are in the way all the time. (I need to find a good spot for them both)
6) - 100) I really need to keep busy because there is a man who invades my brain during every quiet momnet I have.
A friend of mine told me I should make earrings so I did.
I'm not into earrings at all. There's something about most of them that turns me off. So in order for me to feel ok with the ones I made I had to make a necklace to go with it.
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